T I M E .

What a crazy concept, right?? I mean, you're wasting time right now reading this, and I'm wasting time writing it. (Procrastination is my TALENT)

Why is it, that years can feel like minutes, and minutes can feel like years? Really, time is always moving at the same rate. Tick tock, one second after another. Why is it time flies when you're having fun? And why is it that it drags on forever when you least want it to? And the craziest one of all, how does it seem like both occur at the same time?

IS THIS EVEN MAKING SENSE???????? My brain hurts. Ew. Time.

Here's the thing. Time is neither fast, nor slow. It is constant. It always has been. There are 24 hours in a day (give or take). A year is 365 days. 525,600 minutes, how do you measure, measure a year? Really, if you didn't sing that.. I'm extremely disappointed in you. 

Okay, so basically, my point is, my senior year is more than half over. WUT WUT WUT. This is literally the most surreal feeling ever. Like, the end is so close, but feels so far away at the same time.. I. DON'T. GET. IT. At the same time, in 6 months, I'll be sitting in a dorm room, probably writing a blog post to avoid doing something I probably should be doing.

I AM FREAKING OUT.

I have never felt so unprepared for something in my life. Like, get me the heck out of high school, but please please please please don't make me go be a grown up. PRETEND to be a grown up.

2014, is literally going to be one of the most crazy years of my life. I'm graduating from high school, I'm going to my dream college (all alone I might add.. where my all my friends at?????), I'm going to be on my own for the first time in my life. Like, having my both of my brothers move out was hard enough, I don't know why I decided to move 2 hours away from them. Actually, I do know why. I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT TO WRITE I'M SO CONFUSED ABOUT LIFE. All my boys are leaving on their missions. SO. MUCH. CHANGE. I. CAN'T. HANDLE. ITTTTTTTTTTT.

Anyways- here's the deal. I've got about 3 months to kill the rest of high school. And dear Skyline, you surely will not be missed. K, maybe a little... And I've got a little under 6 months to kill it in the 801. And I plan to make these 6 months the best ones yet.

I'm [not so] ready to see what the Lord has in store for me. Good thing He'll hold my hand the whole way through this crazy thing that's becoming my life.

HERE'S TO TIME WELL WASTED.
Love love love love love all of you.

xoxo, Sarah

PS------pictures cuz why not